why are you doing this?

because it keeps me alive

what do you do for a living?

something else.


. I still wish it was you besides my bed instead of him. I still post  my pictures publicly in hopes that you see them. I still  yearn for your touch. I still miss the color of my cheeks only you could bring out I still  sigh would I be this person? if you had…

what they don’t know

They ask me to hear the world to fear the world tik tok  tik tok it’s supposed to be a reminder ‘not much of you is left’ I ask them to leave me alone. They tell me not much of me is right I  really do not care I fancy creating shapes in shadows I…


I have been holding lit cigarettes between my fingers hoping to feel the burnt of my heart in my lungs I  have been trying to forget the smell that lingers hoping to forget how heavenly you felt in my toungue I have been walking leaving a trial of ashes behind wherever I go hoping that…

Back and forth

Some of us Have more past than future Noone knows If that’s fortunate Or less.


I aim my smile at you I miss it every time…. you look away not knowing you have missed a bullet you aim your eyes at no one in particular I wish it was me all the time you stand there unaware that your eyes are guns

The four letter charm

Those tiny four letter words They been killing women all over the world             D-I-e-t              u-g-l-y              f-l-a-b              l-o-v-e