The things you make me do

I will google

greek yoghurt

even if I am not sure if that is from greece

I will watch videos

on how to lose weight

without exercising

and be disappointed

by the things I already know

(but don’t implement)

I will go for a walk

or for a jog

or for a run

when I am not supposed to

I will be my worst critic

until there is nothing left to hate

I will eat until

I fill the void the you left behind

I will even keep my closet clean

I will dust things

that were not dusty

in the first place

I will take photographs

of things I don’t want to forget

maybe those things will be some people too

I will learn how to bake

without milk and eggs

I will cry

in shahrukh khan movies

and wish someone looked at me

the way he looked at Anjali

I will laugh at things that are not funny

I will write

and write

and write more

about love that does not exist

I will pray for people who don’t know me

I will listen to Gravity

and wish

I could not relate to anything

Sara Bareilles sings about

I will even listen to motivational speeches

and think that my pimple is the progress my body is making

I will even go for a swim when I don’t want to

I will listen to grown ups and drink tea with them

and nod when things make sense

almost headbang

when they talk

about

the meaning of love and marriages

But I will never

Β admit

that I am doing all this

to forget you

10 Comments Add yours

  1. Mohammad Ak says:

    I like it… it’s really something

      1. Mohammad Ak says:

        Oooohh I got 2 smileys..I feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Thank you

      2. You are welcome πŸ™‚

  2. Silver Lining says:

    I can’t believe its just poetry and not you…

    and and…you can interlink with sara Bareilles songs!!!!!
    Damn girl, you need a psychiatrist πŸ˜€ JK

    P.S: Its awesome (I think its needless to say since I like all of your creations :D)

    1. I don’t know what you mean by its just poetry and not me but I think thats a compliment πŸ™‚

      1. Silver Lining says:

        well, you ignored the part where i said ” i cannot believe”…what i meant was: I don’t believe that its just some segment of your imagination and not who you are…ok, I am not a writer like you so i cannot explain deeply what i meant πŸ˜€ and are you kidding, it was compliment of course ni πŸ˜›

      2. Mmm some of the things I write are not my imagination but reality…and vice versa.. haha just saying
        Thanks for the compliment πŸ™‚
        Have a nicw day!

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