Being Hopeful

Why do I have to explain?

All the things that causes pain

Can you for once try to understand?

Ugh Go ahead excuse yourself because you are a man

Sometimes I wish you could see

All the things and people that make ‘me ‘ me

But its not right to expect from people

You are not people though

You are the MAN

Every single thing has to go according to your plan

There are nice men too I won’t generalise

But I don’t belong to them though

Funny how a woman always ‘needs’ to belong

Sometimes I wish you could touch me

Beyond my skin ,legs and breasts

Sometimes I wish you could see me as a human before Im a woman

But you are a busy man

What am I to to?

Wishful thinking has never been good

You make me want to worship my father

He is a great man

Always loves my mother and tries to understand

That is old fashioned you say,you just cant compromise

Funny I never knew love was a trend

Lame you,Lame me,Lame world I dont know who is lamer

Sometimes in that moment of long sigh

When I have a sad smile because I cant do much

I wish you would see my cry

I wish you could see my eyes

No,not the colour of it,or the flattering of my lashes

But how I see things and how our ideas clashes

In louis voutton I feel cheap

A woman who made promises to herself she cant keep

I promised myself I would be different

Stayed with you because you are unique

Shameful how I find my difference in someone I meet

Maybe someday you will see my soul

I hope one day you shall or maybe not

Because sometimes being hopeful is the worst thing you can do to yourself

7 Comments Add yours

  1. Ekta says:

    I cannot emphasise enough how brilliant this poem is, just fantastic, I love love love absolutely love this piece of yours. I just wanna say Thank YOU! ! Because the emotions that you have put here is something that all woeld fails to say it out loud why? Becauae they are lost of words and you have finally shown us the solution!

    1. raeeshablog says:

      ekta baby arent you like the best thing that happened to me this semester?
      ❤ ❤
      means a looooot
      and wow your comment shall be another reason I shall not stop writing

  2. Ekta says:

    Heheheheh and I m more glad I met you, the future best author I will be proud to say “yea man u see the best seller on that shelf… she ma homie yo! And thrn go have alloo paratha at your house after haha.!! Dont stop ur awesome. Ur pieces drools brilliance

    1. raeeshablog says:

      inshallah I hope the comment above is valid after 2 years
      muahs lets eat allooo prathaaa veg momos and loads of cheese pizza and get fat together and go to kitty cat coffee shop

  3. good to get to read some of ur poems, all are beautiful. liked this one especially. Indeed ur handwriting is beautiful. Do u have some more with motivating words….am feeling low. Sorry to say this here but would be a help to me.

    1. hi 🙂 I have a few stuff I dont know if that would motivate you or not though…would you want me to email some of the stuff?
      would you please mind giving me your email address?
      I would be more than happy to help if my words could help you 🙂
      Virtual warm bear hugs to make you feel better

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