Raeesha Shrestha

stuffs on my mind

slow typing in a dark room

I wish the darkness inspired me to be the moon or even a firefly would be more than fine but I am surrounded by so much of it that I … Continue reading

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CHAPTER 9

Diseases are not cured overnight…and distances created are not covered..sometimes not even in a lifetime. If you know anyone with depression,help that person out…no matter how busy you are…because you … Continue reading

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the only form of blue

she works in a off white office cubicle with a blue dust bin that only has nothing inside her she is expected to ”think outside the box” and ”make a … Continue reading

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chapter 8

my depression does not seem to distance itself from me its just that people and dreams that keep on maintaining their distances…it seems I look like a demon to them. … Continue reading

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distances

Whatever you say is ”fairly valid” whatever I feel is not Whatever I have I need to ”let go” and whatever you say … comes with a full stop.

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BERLIN

berlin berlin do me no harm berlin berlin I am unarmed baby Why don’t you let me be? Berlin Berlin all in black and white berlin berlin I see no … Continue reading

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Reasons

When it started…there was no need for it everything that happened came naturally…without explanations or reasons or anything valid We did not start for anything.. we just started…just like that….knowing … Continue reading

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CHAPTER 7

It takes less than Rs 20 for me to cover the distance that transforms me from Tukku to Digital Marketing Manager whose designation is a communications assistant  because a fresh … Continue reading

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with my earphones on

I untangle my earphones in hopes that you would not mind talking to me In this world with over a billion faces mine is not the one you want to … Continue reading

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CHAPTER 6

I HAVE SARAH KAY’S BOOK IN MY BAG……IT’S A SIGNED COPY GOD DAMN IT  I am so damn happy that I feel the urge to write in CAPS .I am … Continue reading

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CHAPTER 5

Sometimes I feel my existence is more invalid than the zebra crossings of Kathmandu’s streets…I work and work and work….I listen I respond…I think of ideas and put efforts…and then … Continue reading

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Chapter 4

Life without the f is a lie if you know what I mean….yeah without giving a single ef about what is going around I make other people’s lies my truth … Continue reading

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CHAPTER 3

The reason I write is because it is my religion…this is how I pray…this is how my prayers are answered….this is how God exists for me and this is how … Continue reading

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CHAPTER 2 :

Aastha Tamang Maskey’s songs have been saving me for the past few days and  she is not even aware of  how she is changing my life :) That is the … Continue reading

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CHAPTER 1

I am 22 years old and I am having a major quarter life crisis.I am not ashamed to admit this and by no way does this mean I am losing … Continue reading

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my whole life is a life moment infinity

I am stuck between yesterday and tomorrow pretty shocked to know that the spaces in between is not today

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lets reciprocate

I want all my secrets back I want everything I gave you I want you again but you don’t want me again I want all my secrets back  I want … Continue reading

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Jealousy

I have a dog named Honey She is mostly in chains but she is always free because even if she is a bitch in reality she doesn’t give a shit … Continue reading

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PUZZLES

I am looking for a place to place the blame so that I can live in peace so that I have the right to be angry and say mean things … Continue reading

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what it was

You were not my escape You were not my excuse You were my reason but it does not matter anymore

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warm wishes

I send you a gift of appreciation and wishes I send you everything that we had I send you a piece of  what I was when I was with you … Continue reading

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something borrowed

When I was 15 I never knew what a break up feels like.I thought gifting cards from Hallmark,staying up late to talk on the phone about homework and what happened … Continue reading

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rain and realization

I have placed you in places Places where My Gods don’t reach I have learnt things from you things no one can ever teach And maybe because you were more … Continue reading

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guitar strumming in an office cubicle

the world will always remember us as lovers lovers who wrote for each other on each other but only I know that you wrote about me on a notebook you … Continue reading

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summer dresses and slippers

You are the folded page of my favorite book My summer dress My best Look My favorite regret My biggest mistake The best decision I wish I did not make

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guilt

Tomorrow has lost its meaning I wish I had someone to blame for that

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Facts

I am not be here until long No amount of apologies Or regrets Will bring me back I hope you can live with that

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chapter 13

If I had a girlfriend who put me before everything else in her world.I would celebrate her existence with all my heart.If she cared about my family and what to … Continue reading

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Chapter 11

There is nothing right in my life And whatever is left I don’t know if I am strong enough to go through that

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Conversations

“is there anything I can do for you?” “yes,please be here for me.” “that I can’t…” “mm” “anything else?” “I’m looking for something to look forward,I am hopeless.” “but a … Continue reading

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The four letter charm

Those tiny four letter words They been killing women all over the world             D-I-e-t              u-g-l-y              f-l-a-b              l-o-v-e

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Chapter 10

It feels like I am not supposed to be here or anywhere as a matter of fact, People who occasionally visit me can’t stop themselves from calling me fat,ugly and … Continue reading

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